all the things we do for love

It's amazing how much love can push you.

Love wakes you up on a Saturday morning even if all you wanted to do is catch up on some snooze.

It can make you hurry to beat the deadline just because you want to give what is just and due.

Love lets you survive the entire day even when you never batted an eye for sleep.

Love can help you withstand the scorching afternoon heat and keep you dancing despite the complaints of your sore feet.

Even if your throat starts to burn and your face turns all red, 

still with your voice so small,

     you never give up and remain to stand tall.

Others would wonder and never fail to ask 

"Why keep up and do such a tedious task?"

With all its troubles and pressing demands, why bother to actually lend a hand?

You can only smile, you can only nod.
There, there. They cannot look once and just understand.

This love, it has burned steadily for years
It was this path you've chosen; it has seen your fears.
Why give up now when the journey's just getting started?
Why leave when you're already on your stead?

It might be tough and dear me, the roads are still going to be rough.
But I'm holding on, counting on this little voice,
"As long as you are happy, as long as you know you still can, trust your choice."

YESSSS. STAFF TRAINING 2 DONE! CSIW DANCE VIDEO SHOT! :)

23 MORE DAYS!

SEE YOU IN CSIW PAMPANGA! <: br="">

The CSIW CORE 2014 hopes to see you there! :)

aint I wiity?

Admit it.

I am so witty you can't handle it. :P

acads + org = no time for anything else

I've been putting off writing. It's not that I don't want to but then there's just my CORE work, begging me to finish it before the event proper.

 Would you believe that we only have 27 days before CSIW? :)))

YUP. 

27 MORE DAYS. 

Basically, my time has just been divided to almost just two categories: ACADS and ORG WORK. If there wasn't any homework due the next day, then good! More time for Sessions! :) I honestly don't know if I'm ready to face 819 kids (+ parents + teachers) . Believe it or not, I still get the jitters. I might have been under the spotlight for most of my life but that doesn't mean I don't get nervous.

I worry about the little things like..

• completing forgetting the steps to the dance I've practiced over and over again (this happens)
• dead air ----- WHAT DO I DO NOW?
• the kids won't like me ---- gawd that is possible
• I'll be like Ariel when she traded her fins for a pair of legs--- oh let me SURVIVE CSIW WITHOUT LOSING MY VOICE

Gosh. 27 more days and it's showtime! G! 

*If you think I've been babbling about little chickens, that's okay. Really though, CSIW = Children's Science Interactive Workshop--- one of the big national events PSYSC has been organizing for years.  CORE= I'm part of the organizing team :) Check more about the org and its events here!

Well, rundown of what kept me on my toes for the past few days

Class has started but that didn't keep us from seeing all those movies! My wallet's got thinner though huhu. Still, they were worth it! 

Bea: "Ay nako, pag kasama si Ella, laging may photo shoot." :P

•  I know I had acads and all but I couldn't help it. I am a stage sister after all. Wouldn't miss seeing my brother perform! Good job, 14A!

• Spontaneous gala and random dinners! My lakwatsera self cannot handle staying indoors for a looooong time.

"unplanned" dinner out! (because tricia has her car hihi)

• Office worknight and staff training for CSIW! Well,it has been x months since I've gone back to the National Office. Maybe a new environment would be good for productivity. :)

I would love to add photos not featuring me but then I would have exposed the workshops by then! (So NO. You'd have to keep up with pictures OF me and my friends who surprisingly still accept me despite this fact haha)

• Been writing poetry again! :)))) Suppose the med life isn't for me, maybe words would be the answers to my dreams haha

I guess that's it. :) Back to work then!